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Lose Yourself | Poem by Neha's Notebook

As I tread through the field of silence

Where fraids of ghosts hide in the particles of golden-silver dust

A stalk of wild green grass pops its tiny head from the field

And sneers at me, flittering its sinuous lissome body in the windstorm

Lose yourself, it whispers like a Cheshire cat mangling on the trees

 

As the windstorm slaps the field in fiery gushes

It liberates a flurry of echoes that evoke the ghosts hiding below

The stalk of grass bends in the wind and paints a sinister grin in the greying sky

I shiver with fear, for I need to cross this field to reach home

Lose yourself, the ghosts murmur in my sweaty ears, their creepy undertones sending chilling vibrations down my spine

 

Standing at the portal of this field of silence

I am all alone, there is nobody here except for me

And some crackles of eldritch thunder erupting in the darkening sky

No sign of a creature’s breath, just an endless expanse of entities of death

Lose yourself, they say in hushed tones, hovering around my ears

 

Day ends in the night, night ends in the day

I remain where I was, not moving even a single step

Too afraid, of the ghostly voices swirling all around me

Lose yourself, lose yourself, they repeat to me

 

Exhausted and miserable, I surrender myself into the cocoon of the dark night, I fall asleep

All of a sudden something happened that I never expected

The stalks of spooky grass bent themselves to cover me in a warm blanket

The tiny ghosts in the dust bringing food for me

Corn, flowers, fruits, herbs, grains, and some spice seeds

Teary-eyed, I wake up to eat

Feeling love for the ghosts that once frightened me

Lose yourself, I tell myself, as the tiny entities gather around to watch me eat

 

A new day rises from the field, beams of golden sun sparkling on my skin

I stand up with a renewed strength

Only to find the tiny fleet of ghosts collected around me in heaps

The bright sun burned them into mounds of ash

Why this had to happen at the moment just when I found friends in these ghosts, I wonder

Why does nothing stay forever, I think

I weep and weep, even the stalk of the green grass now stands still

Lose yourself, Lose yourself, Lose yourself, the sunshine tells me as I feel the pain of losing my friends

 

I ran and ran, I ran through the field of silence with the speed of the winds

I ran and ran and reached my home, only to find myself weeping even more

I open my scrapbook and paint a stalk of grass, the whispering ghosts and a gash of watery wind

On another page, I paint another stalk of grass, I keep on painting, never to pause

Why does nothing last?

I paint and paint, I paint for evermore

Losing myself at last

In something that makes me forget to snore

 

Lose yourself, lose yourself,

Lose yourself in something somewhere

Feel the pain, feel the pain

But lose yourself in something somewhere

Be a monk, a magician, a wild animal, an elf

Just find something worth losing yourself

Find something worth losing yourself

Lose yourself

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